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that be happy song all ways makes me un happy.
it reminds me of all the happy things that was riped from my life. i have very fue things to be happy about now.
its not as ezy as just beeing happy, egnoring all tha death and sad events in my life and the fact every time try to make frends i end up even mor hated. why do my frends and loved ones die or want me to suffer.
if you were like me you would se my point of vue. but we live in two vastly difrent worlds. our brains differ in the way we proses things from your way of seeing things.
eg. you see sombody to make frends with but i see a nother person that ither wants to hate me for beeing me or just see me as a hollo usless pice of human trash.
difrent vues. so leev us be